Feeling utterly helpless

This is an anonymous story collected from the public as part of the Human Archive Project

I am from mainland China, and there should be a respect amongst our people, Sometimes there is, but often I am very depressed or made to feel inferior. I don’t think that most people mean this to happen, it is just an attitude that starts unconsciously. I must support my father.  At the time when we were feeling utterly helpless,  he was the one who offered us the warmest home and greatest help.